Feb 14th 1981.... wondering what is with 1981 valentines day! well this is in reality the first valentines day of my love, but however she was only 6 months 5 days old. She definitely was not aware of my existence well forget that she hardly knew she existed :). I miss seeing her like a baby but i am glad at least i have her now in my life. Now why is that i am writing about 29 years old VD now, well u can guess that for yourselves. I would like to feel the little beauty of my love when she was 6 months old through my imagination expressed in words.

Now what makes me wonder is how beautiful was she when she was such a little baby. Her tender hands, little feet, chubby cheeks and importantly her beautiful dimple in it. A glimpse of how she would be as a baby makes me thrilled and excited. I miss the grasp of her hand holding my finger as if asking me to make her stand so she would start walking and see the world around her. Her beautiful sparkling eyes twinkling like a star even in bright day light over shadowing the light of sun. Her cute smile on her little divinely sculptured lips could surely make anyones hard day melt away in joy. She would have had all the features of an angel because i know she is one in my life. one thing missing for sure, the wings, glad she did not have them. If she had them then she would have flew away beyond my reach. Oh my god i have missed those wonderful moments with her, but thank you at least you granted her after 20 years so i can enjoy those missed moments all together now.

Was she able to utter any words at that time? if she could would she possibly say my name, well i would be glad if she does at least now :). How wonderful would she have been as a little baby girl, but i am really sure she would love to be a baby again, not bothered about anything in this world, just smiling and crying when she needed something and her needs catered by her mom and dad. I wish i can cater to all her needs henceforth. Honey, i would like to say sorry for everything i was unable to provide to you when needed, but i promise i will try my best to be a good husband for sure.

Honey HAPPY FIRST VALENTINE DAY EVER.